A Heart Insane in the Snow and Getting Home Late, Let Me Watch

March 17-24 / Nightmares & Morning Pages

3/17: I watch the smoke and think of surrender. My white jeans get filthier & filthier & I've got work in an hour. Sunday, your morning storm shook me dissatisfied. No surprise.

Too often I want to be what anyone else wants me to be. In my retreat to language I am, yes, slowly undressing my identity. All these layers. I am wading in my disconnect today …