OK OK OK, the water is changing shape and so am I

January 16-31, 2024 / Nightmares & Morning Pages

1/16: The snow has just started to fall wordlessly w/ promise. Promise to fall slowly, steadily, promise to twist Thursday into a container for snow, for hope, for extra caution. Our atmosphere cushioned. I put my rings back on this morning. My ear cuff pulled and discarded in sheets in sleep. I’m dressed in soft layers, wearing a new perfume. Juniper b…